so...what, teaching now?

I guess! We'll see. Maybe not feasible. But I think I'd like to teach third or second grade. I only wonder if all the deadlines have passed to get certification for next year. I imagine they have.

Things are not going well, and I have prayed about these "things." I have been negative the last few days (weeks??), but I need to trust that God has control of how these next few difficult months will unfurl, and even if this "ship" is going down, I won't drown. So I need to stop panicking, probably drink less coffee, pay more attention in school, and work off what little I have left of my butt.